For a good part of the day I have been worrying about my debt and expenses. I'm really anxious and stressed right now. I'm not doing a good job of staying in the now. For one, I don't even know if I'm going to get the job I am interviewing for, and I am already worrying about being able to afford things on it.
There is nothing I can do right now, so why worry so much? I have a consultation with a Bankruptcy lawyer on Monday. It may not be the best option, but I want to at least get information. However, right now there is no sense worrying. I can't do anything, so I need to focus on the present moment.
I think I just get really overwhelmed, and my mind races into the future. I will figure something out. I always do.