Things are starting to come together. I start a new job on Moday, and I just financed a car. I also did my budget and I'll be able to afford all my bills. I'm kind of bummed I didn't get a call back about a certain job, but at least I have one. I am also volunteering as an active listener on 7CupsofTea.com. I really helped someone out the other night and it made me feel good. I helped this one girls out who has BPD, and she was really appreciative. Sometimes all it takes is talking to someone who deals with the sames things you do. Things keep improving with Pete and I, and he said he's proud of me.
Still, I've been feeling kind of blah lately. My therapist says it's common this time of season. As we get more sunlight, people become more irritable. I just want things to not fall apart. I'm so used to having everything, and then nothing. This time around things were a bit different, though. I found a job in less than a month, patched things up with Pete (we're technically not dating, but I'm just being patient). I think it's an testament to how much I've grown and changed.
I am making this a short post, but my next one I am going to post all the things I want to work on.